About a year ago I was in a really bad place, but I've been in a bad place since about 2007. Ever since puberty I've been eating my feelings. I was unpopular, I was unattractive, I was bullied. These all contributed to feelings of worthlessness that I can't seem to shake off even today.
And yet over this past year I've begun to change my life around. Once you change one thing, you find that other parts of your life transform too. I decided this was the year I'd lose most of my excess weight. So far I've lost 33 pounds. I want to lose another 28 pounds but I'm now more than half way there.
I decided I wanted to run, since running away from e